I don't know.....?

I logged in tonight hoping to be inspired to write, but nothing is coming.......I feel so much but can't seem to understand it and put it down. I feel my mind racing and the emotions are so raw that I don't know how to express them. I haven't felt this way in a long time. So much is happening and going to be happening in the future. I have to remember that all I can do is take it one day at a time.
I don't know the path I will go....
I don't know what the MRI will show...
I don't know if the pain will ever end....
I don't know if I will ever mend.....
I don't know if I come off too strong....
I don't know if I really do belong....
I don't know when it will be his end.....
I don't know if I can live without my best friend.
I don't know if all my dreams will come true....
I don't know how to live without you......